I don't know why, seriously I don't.
If this happens couple weeks ago, I can blame the hormone thingy,
but now, where should I put the blame on.
I become super sensitive, especially over small little nonsense things.
I expect everything to go on how I have planned them.
Yea, though it might hurt others if I dont shut my mouth,
It hurts me too; trying to hold back the anger, tears, frustration, each time it happen. It ain't easy though.
Argghh..what happen. Am I putting to high expectation on others?
the more I get to know them, the more close they are with me, the higher is my expectation on how they would do and behave towards me.
You know what, bad thoughts are the worst. It can be the biggest lies that you create for yourselves.
But only if I can stop and control it.
Ya Allah, help me, I don't want to have to cry over the nonsense reasons that I made up with.
It's so childish.
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maybe because we see each other often, and start to take everything for granted. Just because we have someone better, we begin not to be thankful. but seriously, dont do something that u'll regret later! been there, done that! be positive!
honestly, u're speaking as if u really know what i've been through right now, so spooky nieyh. ko tilik2 masa depan aku eyh!! hehehe.. owkeyh dib, that makes very much sense... thanks for ur advice! love ya <3
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